Friday, 21 October 2011

Boyhous gang fucked

I've been watching the sexy Boyhous on Xtube for a while. Love watching him do his web shows, as he seems to be able to take any sized dildo up his butt. So was excited to see this new scene from Raw and Rough where he gets fucked raw by multiple guys and gets pissed on. Such a sexy lookin dude who loves bareback and sleaze!!







Visit Raw and Rough here

The good barebacker

As you may be aware, I have been having an online spat with iblastinside, who, unlike me, and hopefully the vast majority of guys who like watching and having bareback sex, makes statements like "if you’re a barebacker, then why the fuck does it matter. We’re on the same team". As if the two things (stealthing and bareback) were the same. They are not! My last entry was to try to highlight how his behaviour is morally/ethically no different to that of a con man. He has written his retort here. I will make this my last mention of the issue (for now anyway - depends how much more stealthing iBlastInside writes about and riles me up in the future, but I really don't see what more can be said on this pathetic matter). To me, this issue is so fucking obvious, it's amazing that iBlastinside can continue to defend his criminal behaviour. So in response to his "defence" where he claims I miss his point so very much:

1. I don’t wander the streets seeking people to stealth. Quite the contrary. I make the distinct point of stating I invite these people into my lair or fuck them at an adult bookstore or sex club. This isn’t some miscellaneous place. It isn’t rape. The sex itself is quite consensual. Both parties agree to the sex, unlike the mugger where one party doesn’t wish to be robbed but the other does.

Quite where one does ones conning is neither here nor there. A street, a sex club, a bank, a workplace, a prison. It's still conning somebody, whether you do it in public, at your own home, or at your victims home. "The sex is quite consesual". Yes, but the stealthing - the thing any sane person would have an issue with - ISN'T. That's the point, and it's that part that is wrong. "Both parties agree to the sex". Yes, but not the stealthing. Isn't that obvious? Isn't THAT what makes iblastinside's behaviour so reprehensible? Rape is a strong word, but surely the thing we consider wrong in the issue of rape is that the victim had their choice in the matter taken away. They were made to do something, or subjected to something, they would not wish to occur. In my "spot the difference" stories everybody was consenting to the things they were aware of, but were NOT given the choice to consent to the things that they were being misled by. So his 1st point misses MY point, so very much!


2. A repairman coming into your home to fix plumbing or some other aspect (in his second example) is an implied contract or an actual contract. As I so explicitly stated, no such contract exists between the two of us engaging in sex. I never explicitly agree to engaging in safer sex.

I totally disagree. iblastinside does not sign a contract before he has sex, of course. BUT, when you show the bottom your intention to use a condom, THERE is the implied contract! Which iblastinside breaks. He is TELLING the bottom through his actions - actions he makes sure the bottom is aware of - "I am putting a condom on". But then, he removes the condom, and breaks the contract. If there was no condom in the 1st place, if the bottom didn't believe he was using one, then of course, this is a different story. He explicitly agrees to engage in safer sex the moment he makes the bottom believe he is...engaging in safer sex!! This is what makes him a con man!


3. Cristian further makes the assumption that I am the source of any exposure of disease. This is a further problem that condom Nazis often assume about all barebackers. We are all puss-filled, infected zombies full of the worst diseases with intent on bugging everyone around us. This simply isn’t so.


I am NOT a condom Nazi. Far from it. I believe that all people have to make their own choices regarding their sexual behaviour. I MAKE bareback porn, so can hardly be a condom Nazi! But this is the crux of the issue - choice! iblastinside does not give his bottoms a choice. He offers them sex. They ask for safe sex. He "agrees". That is the implied contract. But he lies. That is not a barebacker, that is a fraudster! As for diseases - to be honest, whether you are a puss infected, syphilitic AIDS defined hoispital patient, or totally healthy, you are STILL conning your bottoms if you stealth them - you are still doing something TO them against their will. So what if your spunk could infect them or not? That almost isn't the point. (Although being a barebacker in general, it is a distinct possibility you will infect them with something! iblastinside's insistance on his perfect health when he seems to bareback so much is quite laughable. If you have had bb sex even once since your last test, then you DO NOT KNOW what your sexual health is at that moment). The point is that, they DON'T want your cum in them, and you make sure it gets there anyway, against their will. This is why ibastinsides behaviour is no different to my examples in my last post. No matter where it happens, or what the technical details happen to be, he is still acting towards another person in a way that is fraudulent, self-seeking and uncompassionate. A bit like the bankers that got us into this financial mess!! If everybody felt the way iblastinside did about other people - using them for their own short term personal gains, to hell with the other persons needs/wants/desires/health, then we would end up - well, where we are actually! Which is why it is a big problem, and, as "James" commented under iblastinsides post, the "antithesis to everything that humanity has been climbing towards". Couldn't put it better myself. Thank God, there are people out there who can think outside their own selfish desires and recognise a greater goal.

Why, for iblastinside, does the sexual realm of behaviour seem so protected and detached from the moral standards we expect from others in a civilised society? It seems that, for iblastinside, his desire to spunk in a hole is so crutial to him, he will mislead, fraud and con men in order to do it, and he assumes that is his absolute right. He believes he isn't acting immorally, because it is his sexual drive he is serving, and so the other man in the equasion does not count. Trust me, I understand the desire! I am a top. I am an addict!! I just choose not to hurt other people to get my fix! And when, in the past I have done things I believe NOT to be treating others as I would wish to be treated, I have regretted it and used it as a lesson for how to behave in the future.

As I said on my twitter, we all have dark fantasies. Taboo is a very real part of most peoples sexual interests. Infact the very fact something is considered a taboo in the 1st place is often what gives it it's erotic kick. But it is one thing to recognise our plague of fantasies, jerk off to them, and quite another to act on them, intently to take away another persons choice. iblastinside is not a scorpion stinging a frog carrying him over the water. We are animals yes but we have become, over time, more than that, and should be looking at where we are going! He is a human being making moral choices everyday like everyone else. We all give into tempation we may wish didn't come to define us. Not all of us, however, celebrate and defend our greedy selfish behavior as if it were a virtue, or indeed victimless. There are people right now, standing up for something different. Maybe we can learn from these people and do something about it!

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

Spot the difference

I am a mugger. I like to mug vulnerable old ladies. Hey, you can’t object, it’s who I am. It’s what I do! It’s not my concern if the careless old ladies walk through a dangerous part of town. I am not responsible for their well being. It’s a cruel world, so might as well make the most of it. If I don’t do it, someone else will. Stupid bitch! Sometimes, when I spot an old woman walking across the road, I go over and offer a hand of help. I lead with one hand, and steal her purse with the other. She doesn’t realise of course, because she can see that my hand is leading her across the road and I’m saying nice things to her, asking her about her day. The thing is, these women are asking for it. If they REALLY didn’t want to get mugged, they would hire a bodyguard. Or at least not go out alone in the first place. So basically, what they are REALLY telling me is, they want to get mugged. They just don’t realise it. So I’m doing them a service anyway! If you don't want to be mugged, don't leave your house. It's the only way to make sure it doesn't happen. I will not stop mugging because by leaving your house, you are telling me you want it! In fact I have been very nice - you should be thanking me for offering you lots of impossible to follow techniques to avoid being mugged by me - as I cannot be expected to just not mug in the first place. That would be way too easy! You may call it immoral. Well fuck you and your so-called ethics and sense of human dignity. I am a mugger, I mug people.

I’ve been mugging since 2003.

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I am a rogue trader con man. I like to con people out of their money. Hey, you can’t object, it’s who I am. It’s what I do! It’s not my concern if the careless homeowners are too stupid to fix their water pipes themselves! I am not responsible for the well being and safety of their homes. It’s a cruel world, so might as well make the most of it. If I don’t do it, someone else will. Stupid cunts! Sometimes, when I get an offer from a person to whom I happened to mention my line of work, I go over there to sound things out. I tell them their water pipes are corroded, while secretly I’m bashing holes in them when they aren’t looking! They don’t realise of course, because I’m telling them about my previous experience, offering a smile and offering a quote slightly cheaper than anyone else. The thing is, these people are asking for it. If they REALLY didn’t want to get conned, they would have spent years, like I have, studying plumbing and making sure every screw I fixed and pipe I fitted was actually necessary. They would have inspected my trade association card even more discerningly, comparing with other similar trade association cards to make sure mine wasn’t false. But they didn’t. Or at least they could have called around a few of their friends to make sure they weren’t conned by me previously. So basically, what they are REALLY telling me is, they want to be conned. They just don’t realise it. So I’m doing them a service anyway! If you don't want to be conned, don't hire a trader. It's the only way to make sure it doesn't happen. I will not stop conning because by hiring a trader, you are telling me you want it! In fact I have been very nice - you should be thanking me for offering you lots of impossible to follow techniques to avoid being conned by me - as I cannot be expected to just not con in the first place. That would be way too easy! You may call it immoral. Well fuck you and your so-called ethics and sense of human dignity. I am a con man, I con people.

I’ve been conning people out of their money since 2003.

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I am a bareback stealther. I like to secretly fuck guys without protection without them knowing about it. Hey, you can’t object, it’s who I am. It’s what I do! It’s not my concern if the careless bottoms are too stupid to make sure there isn’t an impossible-to-see hole in the condom I’m putting on! I am not responsible for the well being and safety of people (I’m sorry I mean lumps of flesh) I fuck. It’s a cruel world, so might as well make the most of it. If I don’t do it, someone else will. Stupid fags! Sometimes, when I get a smile from a cute young thing at a sex club, I go over and work his hole. I show them the condom, and they watch me put it on, sometimes they will even feel back to be extra sure it’s on nice and tight, and then I whip it off in the last second. They don’t realise of course, because I’ve worked my sleight of hand so well over the years it’s almost impossible to detect. The thing is, these people are asking for it. If they REALLY didn’t want to get a strangers cum up their arse, they would have put the condom on me, got a flashlight, shone it on my penis, inspected it with a magnifying glass, or had a buddy come over to check it with them, or perhaps asked the club owner to turn the lights on in the club and felt the entire condom from tip to base. But they didn’t – they just checked it was on before sliding in. They could have at least sat me down for a personality interrogation first. So basically, what they are REALLY telling me is, they want to be fucked raw and exposed to all manner of potentially deadly diseases. They just don’t realise it. So I’m doing them a service anyway! If you don't want to be stealthed, don't have sex. It's the only way to make sure it doesn't happen. I will not stop stealthing because by letting me fuck you, you are telling me you want my spunk in you! In fact I have been very nice - you should be thanking me for offering you lots of impossible to follow techniques to avoid being stealthed by me - as I cannot be expected to just not stealth in the first place. That would be way too easy! You may call it immoral. Well fuck you and your so-called ethics and sense of human dignity. I am a barebacker, so therefore I stealth.

I’ve been stealthing since 2003. I’ve been writing about it.

Like a horny Human Centipede!

This is a hot video, I am posting it here as I have worked with the VERY hot Igor Lucas before. It was for Jasper Emerald, but sadly I don't know what happened to the scene as Jasper was shooting it for another company. It had an S&M theme and was really horny!! Anyway, Igor rode into the shoot at a London nightclub on a motorbike, decked out in leathers and I almost creamed my boxers!! From the clip below this video seems to have everything I like - hot latin looking men, bareback 3-way and double dipping (the top going from one ass to the other!!). Fucking love it!! :D You can view the whole scene by going to BreedMeRaw






Breed Me Raw's Website

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Looking for models

My XTube account is all set up. So now comes the search for sexy raw fuckers who want to get filmed having fun. Preferrably in the South East - London, Brighton etc. But also willing to travel further north - Birmingham, Manchester etc.

I am looking for tops and bottoms, BUT particularly bottoms who want to get fucked by porn actor (and TIM regular) Anton Dickson who, trust me, has an amazing cock!




If you want more info, e-mail me at cristianknox*at*hotmail.co.uk

I look forward to working with some sexy guys! :)

Monday, 17 October 2011

Soccerboy Video Reuploaded

I have reuploaded my fave video I have shot to date. Soccerboy (who I met at the Hoist) getting fucked by some bare buddies! :)

You will need to sign in to watch it, but this is a HOT site anyway, and well worth a free sign up. Hope you enjoy! :)

Head over to Barebackbastards to watch the video

Sunday, 16 October 2011

Review: Ryan Sullivan's Island

What does Ryan Sullivan think of the idea that Paul Morris is a "murderer"? How does Ryan Sullivan feel about the fact that his older brother does gay porn and doesn't want to see him any more? What does Paul Morris think about the accusations made against him? What makes Treasure Island Media the "most controversial" porn studio?

Well, who knows? We certainly don't find out in Ryan Sullivan's feature length version of his documentary "Island". What, for me, started out as a promising, stylish, evocative documentary about an elusive and controversial pornographer, became a undertaking of style over content.

I think I must be missing something, if you consider some of the reviews. But, for me, if you start a film by quoting people saying your subject is a "murderer", you would think that this would be investigated or questioned, or at least referred to at some point in the remainder of the film. But it isn't. What there seems to be is snap shots of interesting, but not exactly revelatory interviews with some of "Paul's men" - sometimes straight, sometimes gay, sometimes HIV pozitive talking about their life experiences. There's lots of evocative music over slow motion images of the city, or storms over the countryside. There are scant behind-the-scenes footage of when blood seems to hamper shoots. One guy starts to cry during a scene because of his guilt over his boyfriend. We learn, in what turns out to be the only truely revealing part of the film, that the filmmaker Ryan's brother has contacted Paul Morris wanting to do porn. And that Ryan and his brother have not spoken for a long time. But, like the lack of insights into the elusive pornographer himself, we never really find out anything more about what has made the brother's relationship so hostile and distant. We learn some back-story about Ryan's childhood, but also that Paul Morris' porn "ripped (his) family apart". But we don't know how Paul's porn specifically had anything to do with the ripping up of his family, and so thus seems hyperbolic and designed to create an air of menace and a hightened mystique about the company, rather than to actually investigate or reveal how TIM's work seemingly has this power. Hell, even Dawson - the most famous bb bottom in porn that made Treasure Island so well-known isn't even referred to once. Something is missing here surely?

It's an odd set up from the start anyway - because Ryan is kind of "inhouse" - having signed a contract to work for Paul Morris for 3 years. This is explained in the documentary (in the signiture style of white text on a black screen titlecards - we never hear Ryan's voice) and so we are never quite sure how much free reign Ryan had to shoot, how much say Paul had in the final film (probably quite alot) and therefore how much of the film is just plain advertising/promotion or PR for Treasure Island. Like the stylistic devise of text as apposed to voice over, the whole thing is designed to give you a glimpse, keep you distanced and never give you as much as you would like. There are always more questions than answers, and so I guess this is the point. If Paul wishes to remain the "cult" icon we are told he has become, then of course he is not going to let anyone give away his secrets - let alone his face! Which is why, as a documentary about Treasure Island Media, "Island" fails. As a revealing and unorthodox (but ultimtely unsatisfactory) examination of two brother's relationship, binded by their individual relationships to one porn studio - it is certainly unique.

Paul Morris has spoken very eloquently and intellectually in numerous written interviews about his relationship to porn, his thoughts on barebacking, the industry and gay sex in general(whether you agree with him or not). Surely this is what any "documentary" on the studio, it's figurehead and its "men" would at least make parting reference to? None of it is here in "Island". We do not hear from any of the people who work for Paul on these issues, and we do not hear from Ryan himself about any of these issues either. So what is the point? If your film begins with so much hyperbolic exposition about "controversy", murder and cult status, you would assume this to be a statement of intent. A statement that the next hour will give you more insight, argumentation or exploration on these issues.

For me, the role of Treasure Island Media in the gay porn community is fascinating. The fact that men all over the world have tattoos of the company logo branded onto their skin (and I have met a guy in London who has done just this) shows there is something going on here. Surely this is something to be investigated. But to talk about this too much would of course be to unravel the taboo, to remove the mystery that Paul Morris trades and relies on (psychoanalytic theory describes the erotic charge of the taboo). So we cannot then expect such a film from Treasure Island or it's associates. Surely THAT kind of film (a film I would truly like to see) is what an enganged, intrigued documentatarian would want to make. That would be the work of a fan, a critic or just a detached outsider - someone not associated with and on the payroll of Paul Morris. One reviewer likened Ryan Sullivan to Pasolini. In one respect I think he is right. Just like the movie Salo, Ryan's film never quite...cums. There is always a distance from the subject - teasing you but never delivering. You see what you think is something that may be of interest, but you never can quite take hold of it.

Unlike Pasolini however, Paul Morris' unrecognisable face is stood over Ryan's shoulder the entire time, reframing, pulling the camera back, calling cut just before too much is given away or before any real questions are asked. And for this the thing feels fraudulent. In the same way that a corprate commercial can only ever sell its wears, or a party-political broadcast could never truely challenge the politics of the party funding the film (no matter how artistic its execution), Treasure Island Media and Paul Morris definitely approves this message!

Please give me your thoughts on the film in the comments. I would love to know what you guys think! :) It can be viewed here at AEBN.


Saturday, 15 October 2011

Friday, 14 October 2011

Amazing homemade BB fucking!

Seen parts of this video all over the web on tube sites, but here is the longest version i have seen at 96 minutes! Brothers? Best buddies? Lovers? Who knows, but is fucking hot! :)

Tuesday, 11 October 2011

Twitter

Just re-joined Twitter. Follow me @CristianKnox :)

Sunday, 9 October 2011

Trailer #2 of Andrew Kovacs

On the 2nd night of Andrew and Thomas' visit to London, I called my mate Drew Marks to see if he was free and wanted to fuck Andrew. He was, and he did. Here's a teaser...

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Trailer for a new video I made

Exciting prospects on the horizon. I am chatting with a guy I filmed a couple of years ago fucking in a Jasper Emerald video who, like me, is into filth and wants to make videos. He is a talented dancer, photographer and horny BB top who has appeared in numerous Liam Cole TIM videos too. The plan is to set up an amateur XTube channel to try and make a little cash from videos we make together. Hopefully just to cover expenses - but if we can make a little extra cash ontop - then bonus!! :). Anyway, below is the last video I shot, which I will make available in full very soon! :) It is of slutty bottom Andrew Kovacs being fucked in a hotel room by his fuckbud Thomas (both of them were visiting London from Switzerland) and Ed Gunn who I managed to drag onboard at the last minute from BBRT! :)

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